'Cause....'cause you see how everyone else is, tryin' to stand up for P-Pinoke and Jane and fightin' against what's wrong. But I'm always too scared to do or say anythin', 'cus I'm afraid. I'm afraid to die!

[He lets out a half-hearted laugh.]

I can't tell if I'm bein' stupid or bein' smart about wantin' to live.